Zzzz zzzz

E has the cold. E has slept badly and been grumpy since Sunday night, coinciding badly with hubby's return to work on Monday.

Tired much.

But I don't mind much, even though I may be a danger when out and about. Not being a great sleeper, spending nights cuddling my gorgeous wee girl isn't a hardship.

E continues to astonish with her alertness and general brilliance. I fear I may be experiencing first born syndrome with my first singleton, purely because I have time to sit and cuddle her and simply watch her be. The twins, while amazing and gorgeous also, were both overwhelming and a duo, so I could not just watch and cuddle them incessantly.

I am tired though. I cannot go to bed early. This makes me stupid, I know this. I don't change though. Bedtime is currently about midnight however which is a vast improvement on usual. Usual doesn't however normally have me awake 3 till 5.

Monday is the day I expected E to be born. I may feel more balanced after it has passed. Maybe.

And now, to sleep perchance to dream.